i took a sick day on wednesday…
and then i had friday, saturday and sunday off
i spent goo gobs of time with boocakes
i slept ALOT!!!!
found out that Jean M. Auel has a new book out
felt the urge to truly throw down in the kitchen for the first time in FOR EVER
i didn’t do it though *smile*
i had good food that i didn’t cook
a luscious brunch that i DID cook
and i have renewed my commitment to my bliss.
you can’t conjure anything new from a place of exhaustion
you can’t neva get free if you don’t rest
that’s one of the most significant things that a woman can know.
i’m feeling braver
alot less fear and apprehension
there’s a part of me that is always afraid that when people find out that i don’t consider myself to be christian
that they won’t like me…
that part is smaller than it was…
i had a D’Osun with my iya out in the spring time sun
and it was awesome
i was advised that this is a good time for life altering changes
and that a series of cleansing baths would be a good thing for me to undertake at this time
i’m excited…
and considering doing a fast for the time period that i’ll be doing the baths…
going within for some serious conjuring and meditation time…
i’m planning it carefully this time…
so that i don’t feel disorganized and discombobulated like i have the last couplea times i’ve done a cleanse
the new moon is may 3
full moon is may 17
and it wanes after that…
i’m not quite sure where to begin…
but i’ll check the almanac and swing on it and see. *shrug*
in any case…i have no need or desire to be or feel rushed.
so i will do it when it feels right.
i’m feeling good though
for the first time in a while.
